Monday, 15 February 2016 @ 18:45:00
settling down
february i have problems spelling this month tho its my birth month
anyways.
its been long.
got a job, but it isnt rlly satisfying. but i cant exactly quit now. i didnt get paid much and its not quite worth it ...
barely met anyone these days, i wonder hows everybody i think theyre fine
been lazy too, im pretty much uninspired. if i thought ill be amazing while having such a long break to do nothing, i guess im grossly overestimating myself.
my biggest achievement is visiting the library on a frequent basis and thats just because i do not want to pay any fines.
anyways.
i honestly do not know what to do.
Tuesday, 22 December 2015 @ 21:00:00
sometimes it scares me how incredibly safe i am
and other times
Sunday, 6 December 2015 @ 15:15:00
A's over.
its over, capital o v e r. left me unsettled, i know it isnt my best shot, far from it, but tell me when have i felt i put in my best shot, theres always this bit im pulling back from. but yas im free. to do what ?
prolly gon set up a dayre
but i wont forget this place and the angst i hold here.
Monday, 26 October 2015 @ 22:07:00
7
curled up in bed. dont know what to do. i could start somewhere
Sunday, 11 October 2015 @ 21:55:00
sunday tv time
omg im watxhing this chinese singing competition (actually its more of a show than the usual die or die kind of competition cos its all good singers and they honestly spend so much time to decipher a song its so good i jizz all the time) and this huyanbin guy was the last man and hes not gon come back aw thats so sad and everyone else was sad too and its like aw this show has so much friendship and talent its ahhhmazing and then i try to sing and its like uhm no okay im gon watxh sherlock holmes now im so screwed i was watching jack and the giant slayer before this and its so good too but whats not good is school is starting tmr and im not ready at all. whats new
Saturday, 10 October 2015 @ 17:31:00
pre- As
okay prelims over, got back results, and ive improved !! but it seems barely enough for A's especially when i take approx 1 year to get my engine started and heated for studying and another few light years to actually absorb anything i think i'll never graduate at this rate.right, anyways school has been a bore, im so used to my clique i actually find them boring cos theres no stories and even if there is i feel like theyre not sharing it with me because i dont share my stuff with them anyways so there there its fair. and ahaaa so its just gayness and teasing each other and its rlly rlly repetitive if i could fall asleep instantly when they start the gay thing i would.
also, been trying out NLB to study and its effectiveee, only as much as im willing to let myself settle down. because half the time im just .. zoning out or tsumtsum or ... thinking about food. but i actually wont eat lunch while im there ? cos im alone and i just feel ... na no lunch. and then ill screw up my body again. :(
back to frisbee yesterday, it was so good to run around and touch the disc and see mond and see brittoperng and the rest and laugh and clap and be amazed at the things the body could do to catch a disc. but alrights i was lagging a little in the game and couldve done way better but all is good.
still thinking about lijiang occasionally, it is almost painful that during the trip, i know i know i know im gon miss the place so much, and after the trip i tried my best to recall everything that happened, but even memories fade i cant quite remember certain details now and all that is left is bit and pieces of grand feelings i had for certain scenes. i hope the friends at the teachers college is doing well, i hope, theyve got a job, i hope theyre still as happy as ever and healthy, and i hope that guy in black specs will eventually go to greece.
oh. and also, fell out with huiyi. cos of some religion thing. but its like if krithi actually has the sense to say no i dont think i'll ever go to church, cos i'll rather follow britto to his catholic church, this wouldnt have happened ? instead theres this grand foolish plan of annoying her back with some temple nonsense and that was admittedly rude and now all 4 of us are in this tgt. and shes alone. how does it seem like telling someone directly is worse off than this thing, isnt this backstabbing of some sort. or cowardice ? im not in for this shit now, and while im not and was never quite close to huiyi it just sort of made my heart ache cos for once i think i understand her without her explanations and usually our ideas are so different we're living in different worlds.
im still on the idea that women are full of shit and im included, just that my shit is probably a lil different from these girl clique shit aish. and so it is never good when too much girls are together, i think theres some sort of oestrogen overflow.
Wednesday, 26 August 2015 @ 23:23:00
sianz
can periods come without the emotional things idk im feeling so much shit eek i actually want everyone to give me a hug and tell me everythings fine but its okay i can talk to my plant anyways prelims
just hoping to improve in GP and econs and bio and or at least maintain the same grade
math and chem is just ...
esp chem like wtf is going bruh have i rlly been studying chem for 3 years or (???) but attempting merely 12 marks and 20 marks for p2 and p3 is rlly unacceptable
halp but so yup gon go mug hard rlly rlly hard for math and chem i feel like im gon die early or smth
and also
bought new vans todaay ! thankfully ive enough money saved for that and a pair of shorts which i think might be too short till i tone my thighs again but hm officially broke ?
and also phone services got cut off because mom didnt pay the bills so im feeling a little more serene but also is this a prelude to my adult life
not paying bills and being perpetually broke but then again i think im pretty impressive to save up a hundred in a few months ????? okay nevermind
strong feels for travelling and lijiang, actually been searching for some places to travel to and i found this 10 day switzerland tour and im in midst of convincing my mom and i hope she'll go with me because ill totally regret it if shes not around anymore and i cant do that with her okay this is getting sad anyways
then ive to save up again and convince again to go on another trip with friends. i hope i hope i hope
but yea. cant wait to be in somewhere new and somewhere to explore and somewhere to experience another kind of life
theres such differences in public transport these days. everyone is literally using their phone and busy looking down and plugged in. even my parents at home ???
ones on youtube listening and relistening the same things
the other collecting coins playing puzzles and what not. things thatll never end and i find it rather pointless. tho that could be rather biased of me but why arent we reading magazines anymore or novels what happened to going to the library i used to be rather glad that we're a family that reads and share books but now loljk we're just silently mulling over bright screens.
kind of hate it actually and yes okay kind of contradicting that im blogging on my phone.
but hey ...
oh and also, felt like ive drifted apart from literally everyone. i cant decide whats happening, is this a natural process or. but either way i just feel so conscious of myself. probably too much thoughts again.
so, ill be back soon maybe sort out my millions of drafts, some pictures or smth before this plce turns into a mess.
(but this place alr is a mess should i just continue making it a mess hm) (wait what)
Saturday, 18 July 2015 @ 14:32:00
a month
moms will be the most annoying thing and yet the loveliest thing on earth
and also fried squids the size of your head wearing a circus afro gives you the triple sickness combo (sorethroat cold fever)
and hari raya period is not the time to fall sick because rendeng, all hail rendang
and i finally cried during testimonial day like jeezus it wasnt even the climax yet and i was sobbing snot already
27 days to prelims
worried about my instagram feed that doesnt feel right tho the pics are nice but they seemed to be posted in a wrong order
reasons why i cant do art
but i rlly wna travel and be calm and capture things that matter
thinking about buying plants and books
gbye
Labels: Photos
@ 14:45:00
Whut
learnt so much things this week actually, every first thought and reaction to things that happened, i realize they're mostly negative and rather (??) sad. but give me an hour or two, then ill start finding another perspective to look at things, and its for the better. thats however rather mind screwing and i end up feeling 1- glad that i didnt voice out my initial thoughts immediately and 2- i feel as thought im cheating myself and my originals. so anyways i think waiting is a very impt thing. i guess its the quote "be slow to anger and quick to listen" and also, for yesterday's thoughts, since everything is temporary, appreciate happy, it will not last forever, and dont worry, the bad wont last either.
Friday, 3 July 2015 @ 23:32:00
sides
gastric again (x times this week) because i dont have the time to eat and also because ive reaxhed the stage where canteen food is rlly bad ..... sobs ?!?!!?!?!! theres still 4 months of school food ????? anyway, first day of school went really well, cos i did homework for that day and usually im lost in chemistry but cos i did my work, i felt a little of genius trembling from deep within. j hope it erupts soon (like next week would be the best) and yea all fhe familiar faces and laughters, its rlly amusing and brings joy to my lifeeeee ! and yup cant rmb anything else so let me fast forward to thursday friday. been spending time with rockoustic, and i swear, tho we're the ones who lack the most skils, but effort wise we're maddddd. from DIY shirts to making jubjub, to printing and signing photographs, to choreographing, to hair styling, to interactions with the audience, theres isnt any ofher like us, and omg cant believe rockoustic is over ??? whos going to sing with me :( :( :( (yet at the same time, jeezus i need to settle down to do my work and study ongahhh) and okay so yep ourperformance was okay ?? tho def better during personal rehearsals HAHAHAA partied and danced with jiawoei, so glad his around to dance with and be calm yet hyper, while everyone else is in a mess and like he's my peace with all the right vibes.
which leads me to how annoyed i was at some people judging the shit out of the performers like fuxk, the effort they put in, regardless how bad they sang, it is still an effort, still a piece of passion, and sincerity, as a performance, as a service to the audience, so nobody will ever have the right to judge a performer, unless its fking obvious he/she didnt put in effort and disgrace the stage but no?!?!?!?!! like lel why dont you be up there then and lel does not saying anything and trying to be a better audience not a better choice ? lel
so okay danced rlly mad and it was a really good work out jumping and all tho my stomach went crazy and the jumping didnt help but our dinner got thrown away so let me cry
anyway also i was damn disappointed in my mom, esp after my promise to treat her better, she became so frikking unreasonable i cant even omg and okay fine i became rude too. but this afternoon was the worst cos shes rlly so stubborn i died and nearly went full vulgur but okay thankfully not, otherwise itll be ... the second time its obvious ive no regards for language. hhaahaa
so the main point is i really feel as though everyone is transient and no one is really there. like fuxk we're really alone and independent. thats the only thing we can be. any other relations are merely temporary and sometimes illusions. i would be bitter to say that im disappointed in how people treat people/me/ me to others, and ill be really contradicting, but srsly the complexity of human relations, i cant handle, and sometimes i just want to push everyone away to see whos worth it, but look, if someone fades from me, and clearly i hold the person dearly, will i be the one chasing after or gradually fading away with self delusional reasons too ? it just isnt fair either way so omg. but anyway to some people, i just feel disappointed in myself, and it brings a tinge of "who will miss me when im gone"
okay nvrmnd
gnights
Thursday, 25 June 2015 @ 20:33:00
family
fleeting moments moms out for the entire day and i hope shes happily exploring sg
and pops, had dinner with pops and i tried so hard to persuade him to eat healthy that means no instant noodles no ice cream float and no kfc but we ended up sharing curry laksa HAHAHAA and curry with rice HHAHA yay teamspicy. made him watch this video too, its about this girl who wrote a poem/ story about her dad. about how she loves her dad for being the greatest dad ever, but he lies. he lies about having a job, having enough money, lies about not being tired, an all sorts, just to make her day. and it ends with i love you daddy and jeezus i cried every single time i watch it and okay pops didnt cry but like i hope hes at least touched.
so thats where we started, about the last time he cried, when he was 20+ and when he was talking to his dad, there was no beating, no shouting, but he xried, because of something said, something close to the heart and something that simply is not a general word but it strikes. and that was the last time he cried. he can't even rmb what was it about tho.
then we talked about religion again, its always religion, but something diff. we're both rather free minded, but having heard and shared lots of stories about people converting and stuff, and we talked about isis and straight lines. its really strange to see people being so damn straight and passionate about something so abstract. he was saying how after 50 years, what if one day something happened and he'll change into a christian, this is fate. something uncontrollable, it just happens. pops had a friend, who speaks only hokkien and vulgar in every sentence. but one day he had a dream, and the next month pops saw him, he was a total changed man. no trace of vulgar, and he was trying his best to speak english and what not, its like he matured in a fortnight and thats just something incredible for someone who seemed so hopeless. belief is something strong and impressive.
to try to push someone off their straight line, when theyre so convinced of what they believe in, it takes god-like powers to do it either way, on or off. all we can hope is to be on the straight line of goodness and not falter, than to be on the route to hell. theres a story. a guy was rich af and he wears jewelry to show off and when he speaks, he hurts and he looks down on people. pops doesnt care, he isnt affected, and i might not be too, probably annoyed at most. but pops friend was angry, and set out to be rich, to prove, to revenge, and the thing is, he's really rich now, and when he speaks, he hurts too. so was the rich guy a motivation ? its just kind of strange, how things work out, but anyways, sometimes i wish ill fight for myself and be this determined too. same for pops. he was saying how there's only one year of his life that he really sat down to study hard and that's the year he got second in the cohort. he retained in primary 5 and for the second year he was brilliant. but it stopped there. oh well
it's just like how some people could really work hard for an incentive, but tempt me with money with anything, if I really don't have the passion for it, it'll be fruitless. and this is really a problem in alevels ? I need to find a reason to convince myself that I need to study hard to land myself in a future I don't want happening. hahahaa okay im alr pessimistic. but yep (?!?!?!?!!?!?!!!?!)
anyways, we talked about mom too. and pops mentioned how they quarreled really badly for the first 2/3 years of their marriage and im just totally impressed cos my parents don't ever say shit about their marriage, not even their anniversary day, not even when they gave birth to my bro and i and i had to do the math myself and I really hate math. HAHHA, but yeah, mom is the straight line kind of person and it's really infuriating to talk to her and I get it I totally feel it, and pops mention how nowadays, he doesn't bother to argue with mom anymore, he just lets her have it, and he changes so much for her from the start of their marriage a man of words and ideas and reasons against a woman of belief and no exceptions. and he told how there's one thing he could never understand about mom, and that's the first time I've ever heard him complain about something, and that's the mildest form of complaint, if ou could even call it a complaint, but yas. I see myself in him, and im really proud to have him as my pops. (wait no im not saying I don't complain i complain lots but other things the way he phrases himself and things we're a lil similar and that is really comforting esp when i think no body understands what's going on in my head) but yea, he's learnt a lot and learnt to let go, and it's just, is this love ? going through the process of life, despite differences but giving in occasionally for the sake of other, but not implying that you don't care. I think that's one of the sweetest thing ever, and it's a blessing.
and yas we talked about how mom can't talk to Gary, because of the communication errors and Gary being too brilliant for everything than to entertain moms stupid qns as he puts it bluntly but honestly it breaks my heart cos she tries so hard to have a chat with him but he's busy. and sometimes im an asshole for not treating her well so okay im gon make a promise here I promise to try to understand her because pops managed to, and I promise to let go of whatever nonsense she might pile on me, because pops manages, and im not going to become like Gary even though Gary is a genius and I rlly want to be a genius but nevermind maybe I can be both genius and nice who knows HAHAHAHAAA but yeh.
feeling weird right now I just want to hug both my parents for how much they've been through and for playing with me, lying down with me to talk about life, eating with me and having friendly debates, to think of philosophies and to teach me how wide the world can be how many types of people we'll never finish seeing and how to be a better person, becaus they want the best for me tho their judgement may be flawed but it's always with the best intentions because nobody is perfect and neither am I not them but they've always love me irregardless, but am I showing enough love ?
Tuesday, 2 June 2015 @ 20:13:00
post mid years
mid years are overrr probably might get all fail grades, but, that aside, the week has been a ton of fun thursday :
chem mcq, gave up entirely, so i pretty much shaded whatever i like and just pls just dont give me a zero. chem dept was also cute enough to pass us a stack of past Alvls paper, right after the papers, but i chucked that in the lockers hahahaaa cos anyways, its time for DISCCC
headed down to bishan park for trng, and olord it feels good to be running and chasing plastic, tho at one point my face went pale white and usually itll be me taking care of huiyi but this time she was legit worried and taking care of me cos apparently ive never looked so white and lel i felt like i was going to faint anyway. but all was well, cos nothing beats trng ( im secretly glad im good enough to continue playing) and omg i thought i did quite well in the drills and mond said a few praises and im just "pls let me rmb this feeling till interjc and let me be this attractive to the disc" and yah game time, had to switch over with xuan to help the J1s and it was a lil tough playing with them but its fine, im learning. ended the trng with dinner with perng huiyi and the rest, headed home to bathe, and offfff to huiyi's house for stayover !
jeezus, nearly got lost in her landed estate because it was rlly late and i alighted at the wrong bus stop and basically ive no sense of directions so whats new right. but im still proud of myself hahahaajk eh, hazel was alr there and for the entire night we just ... talk about food. and i was singing "sweetsourpork and wonton soup and ..... chicken fried rice, beef and brocorri" because i legit thought its hilarious and just BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA and at about 1am we decided to order mcdelivery cos talking about food def made us hungry and i had this genius plan to mix double mcspicy and double filletofish and thank god hazel was suportive and so thats what we ate at 2am in the morning wuhu with fries and milo and i alr had pre existing sore throat, things couldnt get any better. knock out at about 3 plus ? where we decided to skip morning assembly and the useless lessons and arrived at school only at 11 hehe only to receive math results and i felt so disorientated with the fact that ive got 18 and thats just a rlly ridiculous score ive no idea what to do. and also the mcspicy was making my stomach strange or maybe im hungry again i rlly couldnt decide.
but yes, lessons ended, and we had to prepare for hazels bday surprise and i was never good at such things but olord everything went well and its just so damn sweet to receive so many beautiful flowers from strangers and those cards and its just awwwww and the food, let me spazzz about the food but we bought tons of pizzahut drumlets, 4 pizza and just jeeeeez yumyumyum and then lessons again, but we went down to town afterwards ! and i got to eat my llaollao omg llaollao its my fav thing tho it makes me broke sobs so i shared with huiyi but it wasnt that satisfying hahaha but i guess i shouldnt be so glutton uhm. walked around and laughed and it was late we had a seat at h&m and chat and dapao ayam pangguang which was so good while the rest axtually went for sushi express olord and home finally to sleep properly which oops i left out a part at the stayover, hahaha apparently i slept damn cutely, cos for the entire night i simply clutched this cushion and faced up, and thats how i slept like a log not disturbing anyone at all HAHAHAA till the in the morning i was semi conscious and finally moved into my fav sleeping position on the left side LOL but like hahahaa why was i so tensed hahahaa but yas im a nice person to sleep with i guess HAHAJK
so, saturday morning, trng again, and it was unbelievably hot, the sizzling was thereeeee (kidding but about there) and we got our jerseys ! wuhuuu the sizing was bigger than before and i felt so cheated like damnit i upped one size ! why did you cheat me :( but okay im fat so its not that big i think i look fine, in my usual lupsup way so okay. HAHA and uh after trng, traveled with yongqing to tampines / expo. hahha, and met mom for food fair where she abused me by making me carry everything halp sos, it was so heavy and i was so tired after trng sobs but on the really bright side, i had good food like omg all the dim sun i rlly love dim sum heheheheeehe. went home, i slept so soundly on the bus ride, and i miss lying on my moms shoulder, it felt so familiar.
cooked the har kow and chilli crab pau i love them so muchhhhh and when we're done with that, we left for sea games opening ceromony rehearsal. it was so humid and hot, which made me really annoyed, and the crowd didnt help, and my mom didnt help hahaha so you could say i was pretty annoyed, cos theres no air con and mom didnt give me much time to explore the entire stadium ..... hm. but okay got to say that being really really unbiased and unaffected, i thought it was a let down cos i was bored half the time, only towards the end things got a lil more interesting with singing and all ? so bleh, i guess the goodie bag made up for everything. its a drawstring bag which is bae. bus home again, with mom swiftly doging the crowd, and indeed the bus was so empty and cold i shivered. shiok i guess, rlly shiok. i slept again. hahahaa amidst the ghost stories my mom and i exchanged. (whixh let me admit, spooked me out a little. just a little ...) and yes finally, home sweet home.
Saturday, 16 May 2015 @ 17:13:00
leave
so often i feel like disappearing into the shadows into the foreigness
because its too safe to be comfortable i find discomfort in being caught unaware
@ 10:33:00
(long ago. probably still)
yknow im afraid. or scared, worried, angry, angsty, fearful, disturbed, overwhelmed, discouraged, perplexed.
my mind's fixated and distraught at the same time
@ 09:51:00
say what
heres comes the angst, the troubled, the to and fro convo with no ends, the sadness, the regrets, the routine with no meanings. eh fk, fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk.
feeling like shit again halp.
therapy is listening to others' thoughts and knowing what theyre feeling exactly. what matters to them, what they think of a situation, the way their mind whirs. and sharing about it, opening their mind to others, i think thats attractive. and that gives me a perspective to focus on, moulding. otherwise ill be strangled in a mess of doubts, because if there isnt something blatantly good, its assumed to be bad. isnt it. and so the dark will swirl all around and ill be bringing that aura around and it takes lots of sun to penetrate the storm. and fk that, i dont have time for that. nor is anyone around interested to be clearing my mess and treating me.
okay done. can my head pls work with my heart
Thursday, 7 May 2015 @ 10:21:00
30thapr
chaotic days call for another blogposttttt!
weds was last training, farrer park. caught a few discs and managed to D mond twice but it wasnt enough :( HAHA prolly should be a little more aggressive i guess but omg i need to remember that feeling of predicting the move, its so so so impt esp when im so dense i need to open my minddddd
hm ended trng with exco results, must say i am v v v v v pearlicia isnt one of them ? shes like my fav, and sobs. but okay i just hope the main exco will fine anyways !
saizeriya for dinner, and sat with the girls. olord i feel so out of place aghhhhh perng says i should join the guys next time and yasssss i should. there was this once where lionel zhao joellen invited me to join them for dinner to which i declined cos im so tired of interactions with them im going to be awkward but instead i joined aaron peng gaydip raymond and yang impromptu ???!! but that was so good, enjoyed myself with them tho im not usually with them but many yay hahahaahahaa
and yeh shouldve sat with mond's table so i could hear all the things he has to say. at least i got to join in ... during the last 10 mins of their convo when perng signaled to me LOL and yeh i guess gen 3 really is a disappointment ! with our capt, and then me and perng not taking enough initiative ughhh REGRETS, LIKE WE COULD BE SO MUCH BETTER. but i havent figured the politics in gen3. just how fucked up were we ? but anyways, still love the individuals, theyre all legit lovely people, and idk the team was good ??? no ???
and yup some alone time with perngzi, its been lonnggg i havent caught up with him for so long. maybe cos kritto maybe cos JJ probably me idk anyway. had math test the next day, was so unprepared (but thankfully i finally got a double digit for my test ?!!) (not like its much to celebrate about but ...)
and. keetha's birthday ! it was awkward. we didnt wish her happy birthday or anything, but i made this crown with jewels and a sash for her : "its my birthday, bitch, all hail queen keetha" and olord it was funny i thought hahahaa and suiting. finally ended the long day in school, and apart from a traumatic experience with keetha (and making friends with rose omg shes going to be my new sunshine/ another yapqi cos shes always giggling laughing smiling being funny hahahahaaha) we had nakhons ! IT WAS SO GOOD LET ME EMPHASIZE SO GOOD EVERYTIME IM THERE, the queue is short and its good and wew nakhon more like nakhoney nakheaven nakheuheu (lolwtf) we ate, satisfied, decoy plan was to disperse and go home, but ..... we decided to surprise her at her house, which is at some landed property part in yck and we spent 1.30 hrs trying to locate the place WE TRAVELED THE ENTIRE YCK I THINK and we nearly died. it was such an exhausting day and xiu had SYF and okay we were idiots because the drama concert ended and krithi joined us. thats how long we took. HAHA but it was a success ! did candles and sparklers, and then keetha left her phone on the hood of the car and we all had a panic attack, running searching through the streets cos her dad drove away to get us macs and 20 crazy mins later, we found out the phone is still on the hood. HER FATHER DRIVES LIKE A SAINT I GUESS.
but all is well, and tho evelynn got into deep shit, but by some blessing and miracle, she got home on 12 on the dot and that problem is resolved too. hazel's pops fetched me to sembawang, and im so so so glad for that woo. a pretty exciting story i guess, and that leaves me knock out for 10 hours.
Saturday, 11 April 2015 @ 18:26:00
food is the basis
i think food is a healing thing there was this once perng's a little sad i guess. actually hes definitely sad. but like, idk hes trying not to be sad, and ive to give some credit for that, so okay hes not exactly downright depressed. but yep theres a jio for icecream, but we went for dinner at the chickenrice place, and proceed to food shopping in ntuc, where we got ourselves 200g of ham ? (or was it 100g ?) whichever grams was it, its just 3 slices. ha ha ha. (you bet i was disappointed) and then there was 2 packs of mini oreos on offer and I . JUST . HAD . TO . GET . IT. (mini oreos are the BOMB) anddd mint chocolate too. (to which the next day, we had a competition to see who could scrape off the outer layers of chocolate with our teeth first and expose the inner biscuit within.) (yes, quite gross, but funny) there was no place to lepak, so we ended up camping on this plot of land just outside the cinema. hobo to the next level, with our type of food, its just pure hobo. perng had a challenge to stuff 12 mini oreos in a mouth, and i think he did 15 or something. it was mad. and i think he got sick of mini oreos entirely. hahahaa we talked about everything and anything, things that are disturbing us, and a little physics, a little wondering and brainstorming, ita like our synapses are linked and that felt good. its really good to link with someone on an intellectual level, its like caffeine. though i probably only remember half the things we covered, but the essence of the night was superb. and thats what matters isnt it.
another day. a catch up with seetoh, chon and diva. sad marcus was having some out field or something. it was half day in SR, and good friday the next day, (it was a good thursday too) we had some spanish restaurant for lunch tho its already tea break time, and ive to say their cauliflower tasted really good tho i might be bias to cauliflowers generally. done with our first meal, and it sparked our appetite for more. queued for llaollao and im so excited to get my sanum. was surprised when i found out i could get 3 fruits hahahaa. is this a healthy lifestyle ? done with llaollao, and we had a seat, and got thirsty, so we got koi and ayam panggang(?) as well. life's good when youre hanging out with a group of pig like friends wooo. eventually, we're done with the food there, and headed to diva's house, where we discussed about lgbt and laughed about nonsense, catched up more, and finally, food again. this time, it was pizza hut followed by maggi mee. (not to mention, theres bits of chocolate shared between us before this ??) it got really late, and im full from the food, and full from mental exhaustion. but as usual, food is good, and we're good. feeling blessed to have some humans of the same frequency, and theyre always there tho we've drifted apart to different phases of our lives.
cheers to more food yumz
